Spiritually
Spiritually I am in a reasonable place. I guess that originally comes from a revelation. A while back my body felt strong and healthy, my mind is always being fed (the joy of being an intellectual) but my soul felt thin and weak, frail. It shook often and would quake at negative energy. I realized it was because while I fed my body daily and my mind was well nourished my soul was starving. I never fed it. I took very poor care of it. That's why it was weak and emaciated. I changed that by reading the Bible daily. That changed my life. Slowly my soul began to heal and get bigger. Bit-by-bit my confidence returned. My mind became stronger and negativity cleared away slowly. I no longer shook but rather knew I could rely on my internal strength quite a bit. Slowly power came back to me.
When I was little I said that children were so happy because they had just come from God. But as they got older and farther away from him that happiness waned. I began to return to Him and my happiness and internal strength returned to me.
It led me to a conclusion. The internal strength of a person is in direct correlation to their relationship with God. And everything else springs from that spiritual strength.
I used to clamor for a girlfriend. Now I'm like, it'll come to me when I'm ready and God sees fit. And even if it doesn't, I'm happy so it doesn't really matter.
I used to say, look tough. Now I rest on my internal strength, my rock, and just allow life to happen. I just allow the universe to work.
I used to ask, who am I? Now I say I am in my right mind, my body is strong, and my spirit is getting stronger. I don't know exactly where I'm going but I trust my Navigator. I know that I am going to get there. Everything is okay.
Faith is letting go, knowing you'll be able to fly. I'm much happier. But that is because of my balance and my God.
Career-wise
I just want to be a part of creating the future. The future is being created right now. I just want to be a part of that more than anything else. I'm in such a rush to be a part of creating the future. The future is being created faster and faster and I want to be one of the people that architects it, a member of the team that actually creates it.
Because of that I can't just go and do whatever makes me happy, political science or whatever. I have to be a part of what's going on. It's like the Fat Boy Slim album, Right Here, Right Now. I really must be a part of creating the future. I just don't know another way.
I'm in the midst of building this App and then I'll demo it for someone at a Meetup. But that's where I'm at. I have to be a part of what Elon Musk and other great entrepreneurs inside and outside of digital tech are doing. I just have to. I can't just sit idly by and watch. I'd never be able to live with myself. The dye is set in this regard.
Spiritually I am in a reasonable place. I guess that originally comes from a revelation. A while back my body felt strong and healthy, my mind is always being fed (the joy of being an intellectual) but my soul felt thin and weak, frail. It shook often and would quake at negative energy. I realized it was because while I fed my body daily and my mind was well nourished my soul was starving. I never fed it. I took very poor care of it. That's why it was weak and emaciated. I changed that by reading the Bible daily. That changed my life. Slowly my soul began to heal and get bigger. Bit-by-bit my confidence returned. My mind became stronger and negativity cleared away slowly. I no longer shook but rather knew I could rely on my internal strength quite a bit. Slowly power came back to me.
When I was little I said that children were so happy because they had just come from God. But as they got older and farther away from him that happiness waned. I began to return to Him and my happiness and internal strength returned to me.
It led me to a conclusion. The internal strength of a person is in direct correlation to their relationship with God. And everything else springs from that spiritual strength.
I used to clamor for a girlfriend. Now I'm like, it'll come to me when I'm ready and God sees fit. And even if it doesn't, I'm happy so it doesn't really matter.
I used to say, look tough. Now I rest on my internal strength, my rock, and just allow life to happen. I just allow the universe to work.
I used to ask, who am I? Now I say I am in my right mind, my body is strong, and my spirit is getting stronger. I don't know exactly where I'm going but I trust my Navigator. I know that I am going to get there. Everything is okay.
Faith is letting go, knowing you'll be able to fly. I'm much happier. But that is because of my balance and my God.
Career-wise
I just want to be a part of creating the future. The future is being created right now. I just want to be a part of that more than anything else. I'm in such a rush to be a part of creating the future. The future is being created faster and faster and I want to be one of the people that architects it, a member of the team that actually creates it.
Because of that I can't just go and do whatever makes me happy, political science or whatever. I have to be a part of what's going on. It's like the Fat Boy Slim album, Right Here, Right Now. I really must be a part of creating the future. I just don't know another way.
I'm in the midst of building this App and then I'll demo it for someone at a Meetup. But that's where I'm at. I have to be a part of what Elon Musk and other great entrepreneurs inside and outside of digital tech are doing. I just have to. I can't just sit idly by and watch. I'd never be able to live with myself. The dye is set in this regard.
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