I am in a very critical transition period. I am at a threshold that I must cross successfully to have the life that I want. I really don't want to write this post but it's necessary. I don't want to write it because it's a bit scary.
Right now I am in a job where I make enough money that I can seriously save money. I can also make serious progress toward the life that I want to live. There are some things that I need this job to accomplish and things I want to accomplish before I leave this job.
1. Have a Masters Degree in Statistics.
2. Have three web-based businesses that are generating upward of 50K per month while I still keep my job.
3. Have iOS/Android and serious scalable professional web programming skills.
4. Have a fully furnished apartment.
5. Have a writing project with Tika moving into production.*
*This is more for Tika than me but I feel it's part of my path. Somehow it's intricately related to who I am and what I'll be doing in life. Uncertainty. Ech. Don't like it. Not exactly sure where this fits in. Stay tuned.
This is a challenge for me but an opportunity to learn because I need to build and maintain a set of relationships for a period of three years.
J (my bosses boss) I have a reasonable relationship with.
B (my boss) I have a reasonable relationship with. She doesn't see me as a threat and sees me as an anomoly. This I don't care about because it shouldn't really affect my job security.
S -- my co-worker hates me. I don't really care for her either. I'll have to manage this relationship.
M -- he's my co-worker. We don't really care for each other either but he's leaving soon so I won't have to manage that relationship for much longer. Nice.
E -- a girl I went on a date with. It didn't go well. That's another story. I just have to gingerly handle that relationship. But it shouldn't cause much of a problem as she's relatively easy going and civil.
N -- I think this relationship is passable. Honne - we don't really care for each other. Tantame - we're civil and do the office smile.
I think this situation is completely managable. I just want to be careful with it.
It's very important.
Very important. But it's all in God's hands. I just don't want to fumble the ball.
:D
Right now I am in a job where I make enough money that I can seriously save money. I can also make serious progress toward the life that I want to live. There are some things that I need this job to accomplish and things I want to accomplish before I leave this job.
1. Have a Masters Degree in Statistics.
2. Have three web-based businesses that are generating upward of 50K per month while I still keep my job.
3. Have iOS/Android and serious scalable professional web programming skills.
4. Have a fully furnished apartment.
5. Have a writing project with Tika moving into production.*
*This is more for Tika than me but I feel it's part of my path. Somehow it's intricately related to who I am and what I'll be doing in life. Uncertainty. Ech. Don't like it. Not exactly sure where this fits in. Stay tuned.
This is a challenge for me but an opportunity to learn because I need to build and maintain a set of relationships for a period of three years.
J (my bosses boss) I have a reasonable relationship with.
B (my boss) I have a reasonable relationship with. She doesn't see me as a threat and sees me as an anomoly. This I don't care about because it shouldn't really affect my job security.
S -- my co-worker hates me. I don't really care for her either. I'll have to manage this relationship.
M -- he's my co-worker. We don't really care for each other either but he's leaving soon so I won't have to manage that relationship for much longer. Nice.
E -- a girl I went on a date with. It didn't go well. That's another story. I just have to gingerly handle that relationship. But it shouldn't cause much of a problem as she's relatively easy going and civil.
N -- I think this relationship is passable. Honne - we don't really care for each other. Tantame - we're civil and do the office smile.
I think this situation is completely managable. I just want to be careful with it.
It's very important.
Very important. But it's all in God's hands. I just don't want to fumble the ball.
:D
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